For a second, I thought I’d actually risk it and just tell you the truth. For a second, I thought I’d let you know how much I love you and how you’ve been on my mind. For a second, I was almost about to.

But then, you asked me about her. You asked me if there was any way you could get with her. 

And within a second, I realized how foolish I had been. I realized that I would never be what you want. I realized that I would never be “her”. 

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