I was doing fine, I really was. But then, you asked me how I am and it all fell apart. 

In that moment, everything you ever said to me and everything I ever said to you rushed into my head and then, I wasn’t fine anymore. 

For a second, I thought I would tell you how I really feel and how much I miss you but then I remembered that even if I did tell you, it probably wouldn’t mean a thing to you. And so, I just smiled at you and said I’m fine.